beberape hari ni i xdpt nk update blog ni sbb..isk...isk..nk cter pon mls la, tp xpe la..ksian kpd yg xtawu..haha, i kne gastric sbb x mkn, agk lme jgk la mogok kn, sbb sume lauk cm xsedap, cm xleh nk telan..bkn x bsyukur tp ntah la....tp xpela, i da kne balasannye, wahh... saket gler beb!! 1st time kne.. haduh.. abeh tuition sume i tpakse ponteng..mmg menyeksakn.. oke2.. da lari topik lak, mukadimah tlebih pnjg pullak..
sblum i jatuh saket..i ade draw some pic...ade yg jadi (bkn jd sgt ponn) ade jgk yg xjd.. and biase la.. kte akn mcari2 sbb knape drawing tu x mnjadi.. sblum tu, lupe nk mention yg..haha...bakat mlukis (konon) yg dianugerahkn kat i ni dtgnye drpd my momma, haha.. but dye da xdraw da skarang sbb busy with her business and mcm2 lg.. lgpon dye tu kedekut ilmu ckit,hehe..mntak maaf ma.. so back to the point.. lps i tnjuk kat dye drawing 2 dgn pic asal dye (yg x jadi) i pon ckp la.. 'teruk gler! muke pon cm kartun je..mate sblah kcik sblah lg bsar!' haha...gelak laa...so my momma pon "sound" i.. rupa2 nye...bru i tawu knape lkisan i slalu xjadi.. kerana i xdpt trima the weaknesss of the photo..as i only draw faces.. so..i cuba puaskan hati i mse draw.. contohnye.. hidung dye penyek.. i pegi lukis mancung or mata dye sepet sangat i pegi besarkan ckit mata dye.. so, thats what we call "mengubah" muka seseorang yg imperfect mjadi lbih perfect..sbb 2 jgk la hampir smua drawings i dkat2 same je mukanye...
daripada situ jgk la i sedar..cehh...mcm la sblum ni xpenah tawu, yg everybody is not perfect, yeah.. walaupun i lukis muka org yg cntik gler pon.. still muka dye ade yg x perfect..imposibble semua yg ade dalam diri seseorang tu semuanye cntik..indah...no no no no.. its wrong bebeh..akn ade kecacatan dye yg kte xnmpak.. example.. bile kite rse seseorang 2 cntik, cm dalam hati kte..cm bpk cntik ah minah/mamat nieh..hdung dye da la mncung..klit putih..cm gler ah..! yeah..ble kite bkata bgitu..itu bmakne yg smua kcantikan yg dye ade da mmbuatkn kite impress dgn dye sampaikn smua kburukan yg dye ade kte da xnmpak, bmakne the beauty covers his/her imperfections...tu smua bkait rapat dgn phycological order..(brain) and hormones.. oke.. i bagi lagi 1 true story about this..i have a friend (kte pnggil dye N ) ..yeah, she is very cuteeeee!!! mmg cute, cantik..tp more on cute la.. comel nk mampos la kte kate, nk2 lg bile dye buat2 comel kn..mmg kat skolah ktorg panggil dye baby la..so... bcoz of her cutiness(ade ke pkataan tu?) xde sorang pon yg sanggup marah dye..well..mmg nk marah klu da geram kn, but dalam 1 saat je hati kte bleh cair...nk mnyampah pon xsanggup.. now cbe kte terbalikkan keadaan ni.. cbe org yg xcomel plak buat ape yg si N tu buat..ble org nk marah..dye pjuk org,dye buat muke comel dgn suara yg mnggedik2, msti semua org rse nk tampar je org yg xcute 2 kan..kaaan...da la xcute, berangan nk buat mke comel la..ade lak ygckp..pompuan xmalu la, xsdar diri la..kan?? bkn lelaki la.. yg mngutuknye msti la pompuan jgk... tu la yg i cbe smpaikan td..hormones and all that..N tu kan comel, so wlaupon dye buat mnde yg teruk, gediks and all that, org tetap tgk dye sbgai 'comel, xpela..' kaan?
sbenarnye N tu pon byk kekurangan dye..and biasenye org yg xberape nk ngam dgn dye akn nmpak klemahan dye..got it??
i pelik ..skarang ni..banyak pulak i dgr pasal org buat botox.. susuk.. masyaAllah....cpe2 yg mnat korea..( i mnat skit je) kbanyakannye..bkn....hampir smua la artis k-pop..buat BOTOX.. x percye suda...licin mcm plastik..haha, klu i dduk korea..comform muke i akn jd putih cm dyeorg..no pimples...and klu i cucuk ckit muke i...da, i pasti, my face would be prettier than them, just some blond..shave....and all that make ups..!simple! haha..agk perasan, tp btol ape, stakat ubah cne cni,then buat2 comel..2 je....kdang2 pon mnyampah jgk..! tp artis kat cni pon ape kurangnye kn? mcm sya--fah a--i , isteri si najib 2 ...teka la sendiri..
nmpak sgt lg2 anita sabah tu..hahaha....! nmpak sangat kulit cm kne tarik2 nk senyum pon.. cm ade pressure kat muke.. i wonder why?? takot tua?? mke x cantik?? eleh..mke i pon xcntik.. kesah ape..?? hmm.... kat tmpat krja momma i pon sme..ade pompuan nie dye kate dye pegi cucuk kat thailand.. i xsure botox or susuk.. ade beza ke?? mybe botox tu kat doctor and susuk plak kat bomoh kn? i rse dye pegi bomoh.. then dye ckp la pntang larang dye..cm wth..! xbleh smbahyang.. xbleh puase.. cm..huh..Allahuakbar... then xbleh mkn ubi ape ntah... i pon xtawu.. thats just stupid and ridiculous..x ingat mati ke hape??!! klu org tegur,dye jwb 'biarlah...2 dosa dye, bkn kte..jge kbur msing2 je la' habes..dye xpkir ke npe wjudnye rasul..nabi..sume tu? msti la untuk bimbing manusia kn.. the point is.. mnusia kne la bimbing ssame sndiri, mne yg da tersasar tu..tlong la dye.....ini......hadoi... otak pnye la kcik.. lagi kecil drpd matanye....hahaha.. i pon xleh nk watpe la.. just bersyukur dgn ape yg ade, ade org muke cntik..tp hati busuk, so klu da mke kte xcntik..hati tu biarlah bersih ckit..balance,u know..balancing is important in our life, ni klu mke pon bruk,hati plak kotor.. da xbleh nk kate ape la kan..
nobody is perfect.. walaupn dlm lagu 'Who Says' by selena gomez, tu ckp 'who says ur not perfect' ... tu hanyalah smata2 utk mnaikkan smangat, okey?? that sentence has its own meaning.. mksdnye we are the best..we are perfect..we dont need to change ourselves to be more beautiful..sort of that...in my context la, but.. who says we dont need to change our bad attitude?ha... tu da lain, our physical appearance is naturally given to us, its from god..but our manners, attitude.. sumenye dtg dri kte sndiri..drpd didikan yg kte dpt.. so klu kte rse prangai kte trok..awful...kte rse org skeliling kte xske kite, then, kte perlu..kte harus.... brusaha mnukar..or mngubah diri kte kpd yg lbih baik..
oke...i nk u all enjoy my lovely Bruno Mars pulak, sje je letak sbb i ske sgt lgu nie even xde kaitan lgsung dgn tjuk, hehe.. tp klu tnsyen dgr la lgu ni, coz this is very light+enjoyable+funny song...wlaupon lgu ni cm da lapok ckit, tp still...dgr je la..allamak ai..awwwww GO GO BRUNO MARS GO GO!! ;P