what is there left to be said,
there is nothing to say,
nothing at all to be done
to undo the time of day,
no words to make the sun
roll east or raise the dead,
i loved you as i love life,
the hand i stretch out to you
returning like Noah's dove
brought a new earth to view,
till i was quick with love,
but time sharpens his knife,
time smiles and whets his knife,
and something has got to come out
quickly, and be buried deep,
not spoken or thought about
or remembered even in sleep,
You must live, get on with your life.
sometimes, i can feel some peace came through my mind when i read some beautiful poetry words, kte bleh sedar tntang hdup kte.. the way of life that we have gone through... those words can remind us to be stronger in life..to endure the hardness and accept the challenges so that we may feel the exhilaration of victory some day,
most of us always feel that they are always in trouble, like me.. like their lives are full of tests-obviously its true- but they often ask 'why' 'why' and 'why' did my life is not as good as their's..why me? until when would all of this stop?bkn nk laser la..tp kite slalu pkir yg hdup org lain xde ujian..always good and happy..actually, its wrong, even if that person says that his life is very enjoyable..double triple happy with his happily-ever-after story , that doesn't mean that his life is really like that..its just a picture, a mask that cover all of his sadness.
in reality, nobody in this world or universe:) has never been tested..being in frustration, even for example we know all of his sadness, we listen to his story everyday..but we can never judge how big or heavy the disappointment that he carries.. we cant really feel that pain until we ourselves already experienced that once.. just to remind that we have our future waiting for us and just live life as long as we can breath and love what we have got..
mommy's advice: dont see what the 'higher' people have, just look at the 'lower' people get and you will be grateful to God..